hey you lot, i have never used an escorting service before and i am thinking of trying it.
i will admit, the main reason is that i'm going to be 30 next year, and i've never had sex and its getting so desperate for me that i think about women/sex everyday, every hour. its hard for me to function anymore. i dont want to wait for 'the one' anymore, its simply not going to happen. i dont care if i lose my virginity to an escort. sex is sex at the end of the day but obviously i need to be attracted to them, and i'm not too fussy but BBWs are out of the question (not for me).
its gotten to the point in my life where my sexual drive is getting so crazy..even when 'going solo', coming once isnt enough and usually work myself to come more than once, then i get puffed. but its just not enough, i want to experience a woman in bed. but at the same time, as weak as it sounds, theres also an emotional element to it all too - experiencing closeness and intimacy.
i have been looking on adultwork.com for a few weeks and am amazed at the women i've found on there. i love to live my fantasies with some of them so i can grow and become more confident as a man. what i'm worried about though is paying alot of my money for someone who might not want to do it with me. alot say its 'just for the company' and anything else is of 'mutual consent'.. i then read feedback of some guys and some have got lots of feedback by women escorts saying stuff like they had the best orgasm ever etc, it makes me wonder how do these men do it if women say theyre getting paid for 'company'.
i do not know how escorts work. but i do know, that for example, i dont want to waste 45 mins of my allocated hour just talking - maybe spend less than 10 mins or so, then move to the bedroom and proceed from there. furthermore, i am unsure if prejudices are common in the world of escorts - i'm not a white man, for example, and i'm not very well hung (average size tbh). i'm not exactly great looking but i AM slim and look quite fit, definitely not fat (my BMI is of athletic region). also are virgins a turnoff to escorts as they'd want the best man for their time?
booking on adultwork.com looks complicated, and another concern is that i might probably get no reply. in fact i probably expect it. also, the money issue and whether i might get scammed etc. but i need to experience intimate company with a woman, it may sound silly but its almost like a medical problem in how intensified my sex drive, thoughts about women and finishing have become lately.
i was thinking of experiencing my first with jessica lloyd:
http://www.adultwork.com/ViewProfile.asp?UserID=486828. in her vids theres one where shes having sex with some 40 yr old virgin and he doesnt seem to be a looker! shes amazing in everyway, i love to experience my first with her.
any advice from those who have used adultwork and have successfully experienced enjoyable sex with the escort? (apart from obvious stuff such as 0 feedback might mean fake profiles, be a gentlemen to the women, pay and dont haggle etc)
cheers
