Thank you so much for all the kind messages!!!
I never really specify my health problems as I want to keep things fun and sexy lol, but also because it’s currently undiagnosed.
My blood work has shown I definitely have an autoimmune disease due to abnormalities in my blood but further testing hasn’t indicated what it is. most likely it’s something relatively rare , I’m trying to get help from a genealogist but due to corona help is unavailable!
I suffer every day with insomnia, restless leg syndrome, chronic fatigue syndrome and a many other symptoms but that is manageable. Unfortunately there has been much worse symptoms, around a year ago an organ ruptured in my abdomen and had to be removed, and because I bled internally for 14 hours (it wasn’t discovered immediately) it’s fused my internal organs together so I experience a lot of pain from that, as well as phantom pains from the missing organ and my body is still struggling to adjust to functioning without it. Also I experienced very aggressive cellulitis at the start of the my career at babestation that left me with a 70% survival rate, luckily that’s all cleared up!
Essentially I don’t know, but if I get sick I get very very sick and it takes me months to recover, and I suffer with daily symptoms.I get sick very easily as my immune system is compromised so a normal cold to some leaves me bedridden. I’m praying to get a diagnosis this year, so I can manage it better as I hate being unreliable!
Aside from that I’m all good lol ! I just have a bad tendency of working too hard and ending up knackering myself, I’m trying to find ways to work better and manage things myself. I love saying yes to every opportunity and shift but I think I need to think of the long term too as my strategy clearly doesn’t work for me
Sorry the show was shorter than usual! I’m glad you guys still enjoyed! I think the first 2 hours for me are my best performance, as and as much I LOVE to perform I get very physically exhausted after as it’s hard on my body to perform to the level I do for hours. Until I’m 100% I think I will stick to short but action packed live shows and then do some one on one camming later after, it’s best of both worlds
Love you guys! Please don’t feel sorry for me, just thought I should let you know the details as I’m very vague usually, I’m ok I’m just trying to find a balance so I don’t have extended breaks in the future
Love lanta xxx